We know your heart burns

In this hard winter
Of heavy snows icy cold
We know your heart burns
Aflame with biting white heat
Irreplaceable losses

Our emotions sing
Bereft of a loved one’s touch
They cannot withstand
The turmoil of our bodies
We cage them in fragile words

So I offer you
These few lines of shared sorrow
Born of discordance
Deep and dissonant feelings
Unified in common song

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for EG

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Sex with friends living and dead

I’d never had sex
With quite so many pale ghosts
Dead friends ex-lovers
Watching wide-eyed and silent
When you possessed me—they sighed

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To see all the posts on this blog with explicit and implicit gay content, click here.

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The Flowers Fatal

The flowers fatal
In their blooming transient
Spare time for the breeze
Make room for the honey bees
Show indifference to me

Best the stars remain
Safe in deceptive distance
If shining lures us
Into their silver river
First we’d freeze—only to burn

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Depth Charge: I was invited by Joseph Moutran to the technical rehearsal for his Schubert recital, as I will be unable to attend the concert. Listening to him, this is what occurred. Thanks, Joseph.

Die schöne Müllerin / La belle meunière/The Beautiful Miller’s Daughter
The entire song cycle by Franz Schubert, with poetry by Wilhelm Müller, presented with French and English subtitles.
Performed by Joseph Moutran – Baryton, François Zeitouni, piano.
Saturday, November 18, 2017 at 7:30 PM – 9:30 PM
Chapelle St-Louis, 4230 Rue Drolet, Montréal, QC H2W 2L4
Tickets at the door.

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The Ephemeral Blues for Reuel Dechene

Have fun while ya can
Fate’s an awful thing
You can’t tell what might happen
That’s why I love to sing
– T-Bone Shuffle by T-Bone Walker

Singing all the songs
This wide world could not fill in
Our silent spaces
Grieving you we discover
How profound this emptiness

We hear your laugh echoing
Across the millennium
Feel ghostly traces
Measured in milliseconds
Somewhere in our minds

Ephemeral noise
Of fragile grace amazing
In its resistance
To time’s persistent 12-bar
4/4 stroll into the void

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for Reuel Dechene 1965-2017

Celebration of Reuel’s Life
Saturday, November 4, 2-5
Blythe Bernier Funeral Home
940 Avenue Ogilvy, Montréal, QC H3N 1P4
Everyone welcome.

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Some assembly is required

For awhile they burned
Embers red hot in my mind
Ever present bright
Now they are scattered ashes
Dull grey lost along the way

Things that were once shared
Become the sole property
Of others—castoff
Childhood toys with a warning
Some assembly is required

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An ember under your breath

For the first few months
After—you would rarely smile
And never laugh—now
You’ve begun again—my heart
An ember under your breath

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for Cutty after his stroke

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Foul-mouthed Sweet People

As you’d say, “Fuckface,
You’ve been dead sixteen years now. ”
If you could know though
You would know—not forgotten
Still there are silent spaces

You once filled for us all with
Profanity and kindness

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Depth Charge: Written on the 16th Anniversary of Bob Read’s death.

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Moon Tanka for Eliza’s Birthday

And you with the moon
Make this strange world stranger still
Changing shape and shade
With incarnations
For the curious to share

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Depth Charge: Eliza Griffiths will be exhibiting new works at ELLEPHANT, 1201 rue St-Dominique, Montréal, Qc H2X 2W3 Canada, 5/11/2016 – 17/12/2016. Vernissage: November 5, 2016, 16:00 – 20:00. Image:Detail of painting by Eliza Griffiths.

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Now missing forty-nine beats

After days of heat
The rain sizzles on the leaves
Here and there a drop
Eludes the green canopy
Joins with others on my cheek

Still my rage burns hot
For queers caught in the crossfire
Christianity
Islam hate terror and guns
America’s toxic mix

I excuse no one
I point ten fingers of blame
Pound both of my fists
And curse you all left and right
For the lives lost on that night

Our pulse continues
Pumping the red human blood
You still won’t accept
Equal in worth to your own—
Now missing forty-nine beats

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Unexaggerated

The news of your death
As unexaggerated
As it’s heartbreaking
Continues to ricochet
All around the Internet

Today a message
Months and months after the fact
Ambushed by fresh grief
Over what should be old wounds—
Sorrow keeps its own schedule

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(for Ziad Ghaoui d. 2014)

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